You weren’t meant to be a fearful timid creature. You were built to thrive on the thrill of creation and existence, you were made to strive for understanding within each moment of the all and collapse back into humanness to write and paint and play and explore and communicate and interact and to LOVVEEE TO LOVE TO LOVE TO LOVE TO LOVE and to LOVE SOME MORE!
You were designed to be beautiful and kind and to create more beauty and more kindness but also the strange and the hilarious and the old man singing about potatoes by a train track sort of feeling you get in your old dinglenoggin when the think train is coming.
And it’s fun.
And it’s not like a really big chore or whatever.
And it’s not real but it’s definitely not fake and it’s certainly not a waste of time.
There is no fucking time.
You forget to do it.
But like remember everything is also god and even writing this is god and so there’s no point being a big ol’ cunt hat about it.
Just be like chill and cool and nice and likeeeeeeeeee whaaa eva.
Do what you want.
What you actually want.
Explore existence. Explore the things you desire, explore the range of possibilities that exist, explore the towns and cities you are placed within, yell at the clouds above HOW ARE YOU A REAL THING? Yell at the cells making up the eyes that read these words HOW ARE YOU REAL TOO?
Because when the wall tears back and you see the patterns and you get it you get it you get it you get it you know that it fades again. But you remember that time you were god on a rooftop and that time you were god in a lake and that time you are still god now.
The path isn’t a straight line; it’s a spiral. You continually come back to things you thought you understood and see deeper truths.
snoop dogg gives off this vibe that he doesn’t really have a plan but he still knows exactly what he’s doing and like i strive for that